I jinxed myself!

Gah! I was going through old posts just now after I posted my recent blog in the long string of sad-sack blog posts, and I came across my contemplative NYE post about my 2009. Here's what I said:

"Even though I spent most of 2009 worrying about money, feeling lonely without a close group of friends, and regretting how much weight I put on, Greg and I got through everything pretty well, and I feel closer to and more in love with him than last year. I feel like there’s almost nothing we can’t get through—especially if he can put up with a gf who hasn’t had a full time job in almost a year.

There are definitely things I’d love to change right now, but I’m content. I love living alone, I love my relationship, and my cats are doing well. I’ve survived a hard year in one piece, and I haven’t lost my sense of humor in the process. Things can only get better in 2010, no? Knock on wood!"

I was in such a great place at the time. And I went and fucking jinxed it...